Lyrics

Why oh why am I
Grinding out a living
Just to try to get by?
I have no idea what I'm doing anymore

I tried to make it on the up-and-up
Now I'm afraid I'm gonna fuck it up
I tried to make it on the up-and-up
Now I'm afraid I'm gonna fuck it up

All that I'm trying to say
Is that I'm tired and
I don't know why I feel this way
I have no idea what I'm doing anymore

No matter what I do,
My brain doesn't work the way I want it to
I have no idea what I'm doing anymore

I tried to make it on the up-and-up
Now I'm afraid I'm gonna fuck it up
I tried to make it on the up-and-up
Now I'm afraid I'm gonna fuck it up

I tried to make it on the up-and-up
Now I'm afraid I'm gonna fuck it up
I tried to make it on the up-and-up
Now I'm afraid I'm gonna fuck it up

I tried to make it on the up-and-up
(I have no idea what I'm doing anymore)
Now I'm afraid I'm gonna fuck it up
(I have no idea what I'm doing anymore)
I tried to make it on the up-and-up
Now I'm afraid I'm gonna fuck it up

I tried to make it on the up-and-up